Blog 10 : What is Happening?

We are kinda scared as you might think we saw two of our friends die and we was was the cause of one of them. Our leader Ralph isn't really doing anything because the conch is broken and the only person that is doing something is Jack. We don't really want to be in Jack's tribe but if we didn't we would have got killed maybe like Simon did. Seeing piggy dies because of Roger pulled the lever to knock down the that big rock.

Once the hunter kidnapped us we didn't know what to do but to try to get our self set free but we couldn't because Roger tied us up. I wish Ralph would have tried to save us but if he did then piggy would have died anyways so it really wouldn't matter what would have happen.We feel kinda like it's our fault that Piggy and Simon died . Like if we didn't jump on top of Simon because we was scared.

we don't think that we should have went up to castle rock because we already know how Jack is because we went hunting with him once and he was crazy. we was trying to tell Ralph that Jack was going to do something to them but he just didn't listen .

So are question is What is happening with the boys on the island are they going crazy or what?

Blog 9 : The lost glasses

After that long night last night, I got up and started to look for my glasses. " Ralph Have you seen my glasses?" I asked with a worry tone in my voice.

" No I haven't but the last time I saw them they was by the conch remember." He replied

I started to walk by the conch and was reaching for my face to clean my glasses and forgot that I don't have them. I looked every where and still didn't find them. As I was looking for them I went and ask Sam and Eric if they had seen my glasses and they haven't seen them either then Sam said

"What if the thief stolen them when we was in that big fight last night."

I was just wondering if it was really true what Sam said. Walking around without my glasses is a really bad thing, I wish I was at home with my auntie because I really do miss her a lot. My asthma is really getting bad and I don't have any medicine with me to control my asthma. But as the cold air blow it cause me to shudder like a scared dog.

I think it was funny when Sam and Eric and Ralph and I was talking about what had happen at the dance and everyone was gesticulate with their hands or motives that they wasn't at the dance but knew what was going on with the beast all I can think about was " Are they lying or what because I knew Ralph and I was lying but we didn't want to let anybody know we was. we stop talking for a good ten minutes and went on with our job. Being on this island is a life lesson and it's not to take nothing for what it cost. the phosphorescence of yesterday was crazy and clearly remembered to think that us little boys would kill one of our own is very sad to say.

The stifle of his dead was scary but it was all because of the storm and that parachute that flew by. I'm scared of everything since I don't have no glasses to see where I'm going and I have to have someone guide everywhere like a seeing eye dog. I feel like I was smother when we had that fight in the huts when Maurice and roger stolen the glasses.

I just hope that Jack will give them back.

Blog 8 : Why me?

Why me? out of all people they kill me. I was only trying to tell them about the beast and that it not real. Maybe If I would have went up the mountain with Ralph and JAck maybe I could have told them earlier that it was only a dead guy and a parachute. But then again they wouldn't believe me because I'm not Ralph. I wonder how did the parachutte guy even got up there and how long he was dead for. BY the smell he might have been dead for at least two weeks. He smelled so bad that I wanted to take a bath.

I still don't know why that pig head was talking to me I was a little freaked out when I was talking to it as if I was talking to a friend. It was telling me thing that I would have never thought of. He told me thing that got me think about the boys on the beach. Are they really what he said he said? and what was that about that i will die down there? that made no sense to me. what does he mean I will die down there, I'm not going to die because I'm one with nature and nature is one with me. Seeing that head on that stick in on that rock just got me think " Is this how human treat eachother. If so we are some really mean people and no one will ever respect us if we don't respect them back.

so once I did found out that the beast was just a dead guy. I made the choose to go but the fire signal that our camp had set up and tell the the truth. I started to walk and I looked up at the sky and notice that it was about to rainand it started to trickle on my head so I started to run. As I was running the rain was getting harder and harder and the thunder was getting louder and louder like a corruption of laughter. my body was tremulous has the rain it and I heard liiltel boy screaming from the the loud boom from the storm. then I hear Jack voice so I started to yell " the beast is a dead man, the beast is a dead man!" knowing jJack he is steadfast about the beast so he would not hear me. I was yelling louder, then I stop and they started their chant I knew something might be going wrong. Next thing you know everything when black and all I can hear is the last heart beat that my heart had took.

blog 7: Can I play?

Watching Jack being so brave is amazing. I wish I can be just like him. I so cool how he can kill a pig an not be scared or play around wiht a littleun and play pig hunting game. I just think that I can be just like Jack. I don't think it was that funny when we was playing the pig hunting game and he was messing with poor little Robert but at the same time if I was to stop the game it would make it look like I don't respect Jack which I do It's just not right for anyone to mess with any one.

Ralph is a cool person I just think that he could be a better leader and set betters examples for the littleuns to show them what to do and what not to do. I think that some one else would be a better leader to show us the way to success. Simon is a little to covert because he is keeping a something from everyone and not letting anyone know about it.

Has I look around it looks like everyone has benn there for infinite and hasn't even try to get off the island. there are dirty boys everywhere you and we smell so bad that I get sick just standing by someone for only 5 minutes. Littleuns snivel here and there but you really can't control them. they snivel in the morning, afternoon and at night. I really just want to go home and see if everyone is okay. everyone is unconpromising and don't compromise not a thing that they are told and Ralph doesn't even try to do his job.

Everyone is infiriating by everyone but I really thing that Piggy is infiriating by ralph because Ralph was is first friend know he as no friends. Piggy is a sagely person and if someone just lisens to him then maybe he would get the respect that he needs to be successful.

Everyone is making blunder mistakes and not even caring so i just wonder Can I play?

Blog 6 : the true me

As the morning sun hits my face i can feel like today is going to a good day. they wind blows in one direction that makes the trees to blow. everyone was begin very friendly they say hi to everyone that passes their way. the day is going good then out of nowhere a storm comes. now the wind is blowingharder and faster, grey clouds filled the air has if the god of the sky was mad at another god. rain started to pour out of the sky and no one is outside. the rain gets harder and harder but still non one is outside. no kids outside just to play, no cars was on the roads it was dead silents. the suns trys to dry up the rain but it just keeps on raining.at around 5 pm the rain as calmed down and now the rain is at rest until tomorrow strats.

Blog 5: Simon wins everyones heart

The reason that i chose Simon was because i can realte to him. I'm very quite and i like to help when they are in need. mostly like to be by myself and to open up to other. The reason some people might chose Simon was because everyonethat i know are very caring and they like help other and they might even like to be by themsleves when they want t obe alone. they reason he might be winning is because everyone can relate to simon every one has a sensitive side. not everyone like to get in arugements but there are people that like to be in arguements i don't really like to be around. i'm very independent and i like to do my own thing. i try not to dependen on other to do stuff for me because in the real world you have to do stuff on your own. i can realte to Simon. we both like to help others, both independent, work well with others and we like to be by our self to get away from all the drama that is around us. so if you see me at a table by myself it's because i just like to be by myself and i like to think about what going o happen next and how i'm goin to accomplish it.

Blog 4: Ship come back, we got a pig

As I was waking up in the morning the sky had blues and pink and opalescene of colors in the air. i started to walk around and heared littleuns whimper becuase they can't reach no fruit from the trees. I walked to the bathing pool and I was thinking how life would like back home and if every thing and everybody is okay. Simon and Piggy can in the pool also and we started to talk. all the littleuns was having mirages everyday of bright colors that made them scared. talking to simon made me fell like nothing can go wrong. I think I spoke to soon. out of no where I say smoke and I heard a loud noise that sounded like nails on a chalkboard a shrill noise it sounded familiar but I couldn't recall it then I heard and now I know the noise it must be a ship . It was a ship. I jump out of the water and started to run as fast as flash the cartoon character. I ran super fast with Simon and Piggy right behind me but the ship wasn't stopping. I started to yell " Ship come back, Come back ship!" I was trying to understand why it wasn't stopping didn't they see the fire.

As I was running I didn't see no fire. no fire that means the ship couldn't see us.
I didn't understand why didn't the people that need to keep the fire going keep the fire going. I made no sense if you have a job, you need to do. then I hear a a noise like a group of boys coming home from school on their first day. I looked to see who it was and it was jack and some of hunters and they also had Sam and Eric with them holding a pig on their shoulders. this was preposterous that they left the fire to go hunting. Jack walk up to me and said, " Guess what, I killed a pig and I was proud of myself." He said " do you want to know how it happend?" he asked and I didn't say a word. " this how it happend, we was there behind a bush and the pig was right there didn't even see us coming then we jump out and made a circle. the others was holding it down as I cut the throat." the whole time he was telling me the story all I could think of was the fire going out. I looked at jack then I looked at the pig then at the mountain where the fire might have been. I looked at jack again and I said in a quiet voice " the fire is out, why is the fire out" jack looked at me and said " Can you repeat and say it louder" so I did " I said that the fire is out why is the fire is out?!" Jack looke at and said " I thought you was going to say something about the pig the irrelavance to the topic did you even hear what I was talking about."

I yelled back at him " I heard you but did you hear me who let the bloody fire out, we might have went home today?" now my face was a red as a tomato.
Jack looked surprised for some reason" what do you mean we might have went home today?"
I replied" there was a ship that passed by and they see us because the idiots that need to watch the fire didn't because they was to busy hunting."
Jack looked and said "I'm sorry about the fire we will make it again" he said in incredulously voice.

we went on the mountain and they started to make he fire again. everyone was silent and no one said a word. Jack sarted to cut some pieces of the pig and cooked some and was handing some out to everyone except for Piggy. Piggy implication was that he need some meat to because he was there but the only reason Jack didn't give Piggy any meat was because he was fat. piggy got really mad at the fact. Jack gave him a small piece of meat. Piggy said something that made Jack mad. Jack stood up and gave Piggy a pretty hard hit on his head which made him hit his head on a tree and broke on side of his glasses. I felt like just punching jack but I didn't want a big fight happening. has soon has Jack hit Piggy he have jack a malevolous look. Jack did a gyration movement around Piggy and everyone was laughing except for simon and I. I stood up and said this calls for a meeting.

Blog 3: Huts or hunting

That Ralph who does he think he is tell him that I need to help out with making the huts. I'm a hunter and I hunt pigs. Pig hunting is my life. when I walk into the jungle I can fell the tendrils going over my sunburned back. I give the ground a furtive look as i spot pig prints on the warm ground. when i was hunting i step on a barb and i was bewilder. why was there a barb in the middle of a jungle that makes no sense to me at all. what makes ralph was great that he was the leader, only if I was leader I would get the respect that i need. I fell so oppresive by the others. It's not fair i should have been leader. if i was leaders we would have build hut long time ago then we would have more time to hunt and have fun. Ralph is flaunting that he is leader but not really doing anything to make sure everyone is doing their part.Ralph bewilders me alot. he will say one thing but will do another thing. i just want to say make up your mind.the kids on the island are inscrutable they don't understand a thing you tell them. After trying to tell Ralph we should do thing my way i took a bath and the water had a glimmer to it form the sun shining on it. I alo say festoon huts all over the beach. why don't no one listens to me. i just as to try harder to get the respect i need and deserve.